Worries

Here i am
Tried my best to craw in the dark
Tried to realise myself from this room
Tried to find if there's any light
So that i can see my way clear
Am i fathfinder??
Nope...i am not...
Urm...maybe yes...

No one heard this voice
Maybe they just ignore that voice
Nor even noticed it

No one see my tears
Maybe they didn't see it
As i wipe before they noticed it

Lying on my bed
With this tears
Acting like i was sleeping
So that no one noticed i'd cried myself

Then i asking myself
Why i should face those kind of situation alone
Nobodys know it nor can help it

How im gonna realise myself from this situation
So many ?? in my little brain
Tried to figure out the answer one by one
But i can't
So here i am
Waiting for a miracle

Then something cross over my mind
Mathew 6:34
Take therefore no thought for the morrow:
for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself.
Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.

I takes a few seconds to digest those words
Then realise
Yeah...i shouldn't worried about it to much
B'coz my Father won't let me alone
With His big hand
He will help me to encounter all this worried

Few second after that
I realise again
There's no more worried in mind
And no more tears
But there's only rejoice in this heart

Sitting in the corner of this room
Saying...
Thanks heavenly Father for Your help
Thanks for everything...

Now...
Here i am
Even there were tsunami
Or what so ever comes to me
I believe nothing gonna make me hurts, worried and so on
Coz GOD always with me...


26/10/2010-Aries_GuRLz